Hope of being responsible

I became a forties.

When I was in junior school, I thought forty is like an end of life.
If you don't achieve something in thirties, there is no chance.

But when I became forty, I had very little thing.
Good news is that I will live another thirty or forty years.
I have still time to do something.

So far, I have blamed others.
Poor parents, bad lucks, and etc.

But with this age, everything falls on my responsibility.
I can't blame anyone else. I can blame only one, me.

This blog will contain my hope, my dream.
After ten years from now, what I am is what I make.

I can't change my future totally different from now.
But I can shape it a little bit.

I am a future shaper.